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I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF NOW I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO HOLD IT ALL IN UNTIL I JUST AM NUMB INSIDE.. IF ALL FAILS MY METHOD I USED SURE DID WORK FOR TODAY SO IT WILL WORK UNTIL I WONT FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE MAYBE EVEN MY OWN HEART BEAT!
Winter Break was Alright.
Good things:
- Got New Snowboarding clothes
- New Years(my first of the year kiss)
- Chilling with (franco raad antony taylor robert)
- Chilling with (taryn ryan brroke cameron ashley maxine lauryn ........)
- Christmas was ok
- Ryan asked me out(Greatest thing)
- Met new people
Bad things
- Didnt go out much
- Didnt chill with some poeple
- Hurt someone I really would never wanna hurt
Worst of all ( but didnt happen in winter break) Ryan breaks up with me
Taryn an Zoe I love you guys More Than Anything.
Alexzander Wow I am So Glad I Have you as A Oldder Brother.
HA Adam I miss you
Xfallinxxstar [8:13 PM]: i miss u
Xfallinxxstar [8:13 PM]: pe isnt fun
Xfallinxxstar [8:14 PM]: an no one will ever snort sugar an sweet n low with me
freebeer4emokids [8:14 PM]: HAHAHAH
freebeer4emokids [8:14 PM]: is that so
freebeer4emokids [8:15 PM]: i would snort sweet n low with u if i was in ur pe class
My Happy Belated Birthday I Love You So Fucking Much An I Am Sooooo Fucking Sorry I Didn Get The Chance To Be With You!!!
School is alright I like it now that I have found something that keeps me happy.