Hope
January, an interesting time of year. I never really thought it as a new beginning really, not until I became an adult. It is a time where you restart the clock, restart of the calendar and start trying to reset your life, for the better.
This year, I'm focusing on being nicer to people. Still being honest, but being nice and considerate of people, their feelings, views and whatnot. I hadn't realized that I'm apparently mean to some people. I don't even notice when I'm doing it. So, I'm going to focus on being more observant of my own feelings, my own emotions so that I can even better relate to others.
I hope I can keep this thought alive all year.
Also, I'm going to try to keep the thought of being less selfish alive... though I really don't think i'm that selfish to begin with. The people I think are selfish are my family; my mother and my brother. they both always want something and usually it falls on my shoulders to get it. so maybe this year i'll try my best to not get so angry and just make them work for what they want instead of giving in... i work hard, so should they.
Any way, this month, the beginning of this year is full of hopes, hopes i hope i can keep.
This year, I'm focusing on being nicer to people. Still being honest, but being nice and considerate of people, their feelings, views and whatnot. I hadn't realized that I'm apparently mean to some people. I don't even notice when I'm doing it. So, I'm going to focus on being more observant of my own feelings, my own emotions so that I can even better relate to others.
I hope I can keep this thought alive all year.
Also, I'm going to try to keep the thought of being less selfish alive... though I really don't think i'm that selfish to begin with. The people I think are selfish are my family; my mother and my brother. they both always want something and usually it falls on my shoulders to get it. so maybe this year i'll try my best to not get so angry and just make them work for what they want instead of giving in... i work hard, so should they.
Any way, this month, the beginning of this year is full of hopes, hopes i hope i can keep.