Realizations

Nov 10, 2011 22:35

So no more dating dorks, men who don't have time for me, nor men who are hung up on the fact that they're not doing as well in their life as they'd like to be and are wallowing in that particular failure.
No more online dating. No more being nice to guys who don't have a profile picture up, though seem nice. No more giving guys I don't have a genuine connection with the time of day.
No more having sex just to have sex.
I'm tired of all the crap. Tired to being taken advantage of, tired of being the butt of a joke i don't understand. Tired of the universe kicking my puppy.
I think i'm most disappointed in the men who are really gorgeous. Stop acting like you're the end all be all- have some humility.
So what am I looking for? Nothing. The man I want does exist, but i just haven't found him yet.
He's gorgeous, smart, ambitious, well groomed, could be slightly taller, loves being active but knows the value of cuddling, loves me for all my quirks and has a few of his own, treats me with respect and protects me from harm, can't keep his hands off me but knows when it's appropriate.
I suppose I'm "looking" for the love of my life. He'll come around eventually, so i'm not going to look. It'll happen when it happens. I'll do what's best for me in the mean time... Being happy, staying true to myself and keeping up with my responsibilities.
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