Vanilla Twilight [Epilogue]

Feb 28, 2010 20:20

Title: Vanilla Twilight [Epilogue]
Author: Fuji-chan
Rating: PG-15 (for language)
Genre: Failed romance
Words: 550 <-- very short.
Pairing: DaiChii (DaikixChinen); YamaChii (Yamada x Chinen); other pairings
Disclaimer: Vanilla Twilight && Fireflies is a song from Owl City. And DaiChii belongs to meee *killed* [and for some fans out there. XD]
Author’s Notes: The italized words are the lyrics from the song. The song being used in this part is now Fireflies.
Author's Notes #2:: I strongly recommend to read the main story before reading this.

WHAT?! Breaking up?!
Lies.
I respect whatever his decision may be.

“Goodnight, Chinen.” He said over the phone.

“Goodnight, Yamachan.” I sighed, but I tried my best to be as quiet. I still can’t believe I did that to Daichan. I thought it’s going to be better without him. I really thought everything would be easier. Honestly, things have been breezier, but I don’t feel any satisfaction, it’s like…I don’t know.

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes,
I got misty eyes as they said farewell…

It seems that Yamachan noticed my sadness, “You okay?”

I took a deep breath and tried to be tough, “Yeah, I’m fine sorry about that.”

There was awkward silence. Me and Daichan never had “awkward” silence. When we’re quiet together, there was this awesome feeling of connection. I think it’s called something like non-verbal communication. It was when words are no longer that powerful, that his eyes are the only ones that can tell me how much I really mean to him, and how much he means to me. This is too embarrassing already. As I’m about to hang up…

“It’s Daiki, right?”

“Huh?” Maybe acing stupid will help?

“I can see that you still want Daiki.”

Busted. “Are you angry?”

“How can I be angry if a friend of mine is confused and sad?”

Don’t forget REGRET. I took another deep breath as a faint picture of a smiling Daiki appeared in my mind. I kept quiet and listened to the noise over Yamachan’s house over his phone.

“You know what, it’s okay. I’m beginning to get tired in this charade anyway. Go and be with him.”

‘Charade’. Why does it have such an impact on me? I’m really not a good actor, I know tat, and yet Daichan went along, as if he’s an audience engrossed in a badly acted drama, just for the sake of his friend. Yamachan was nice enough to join me, but now it looks like the actor himself hates this show. I’m even a bad director and producer. Even though the show is really horrible, can I still make it a happy ending, just like every fairy tale?

“You miss him, right?”

“I miss him so…much…” I didn’t notice I was already crying, to the point tat breathing is now a challenge. Will I breathe normally if Daichan is back with me?

“Don’t cry now, Chinen. You’ll be with him very soon.” I can’t se him right now, but I can feel his warm support.

But I’ll know where several are,
If my dreams get real bizarre,
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar…

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I didn’t say anything to anyone after that heartwarming conversation. After school, I ran as fast as I can, searching for that person who made my world turning ever since I can remember.

There he is…! “DAICHAAAAAAAN!” I hugged him, held him very tight; my tears getting soaked up by his uniform. “I was wrong! I’m sorry! That was the biggest mistake that I made in my life! I was stupid! Please forgive me!” I don’t want to lose him ever again.

I can’t raise my face to see his reaction. But I do know, that it was his arms that were around me, and I can feel that special non-verbal communication again.

THE END! *bows*

This would be my last fanfic for the moment. I'll be very busy in the next months (yes, even though summer vacation is approaching) I hope you liked it. :)

pairing: yamachii, pairing: daichii, type: fanfiction (multi-chapter)

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