Vanilla Twilight [1/?]
Title: Vanilla Twilight
Author: Fuji-chan
Genre: Epic Angst D8
Words: 874 (short? O_O)
Pairing: DaiChii (Daiki x Chinen); YamaChii (Yamada x Chinen); other pairings
Disclaimer: Vanilla Twilight is a song from Owl City. And DaiChii belongs to meeeee *killed* [and for some fans out there. XD]
Author's Notes: For those who read from my blog (fuji-chan) that I won't be making fics anymore, I'm sorry. I also can't believe myself that something popped up and made me actually write it. Owl City has the most amazing songs, and whenever I listen to it, it makes me want to write a story, making it more awesome. :) Anyway, I hope you still like my writing after months of hiatus. The italicized words are the lyrics of the song.
“But I don’t want that!”
“You wouldn’t want that if you won’t act like a baby.”
“Come on Dai-chan, it’s only this time…please…”
“This time? How many ‘this time’s have I heard over the past months?!” Oh no. He’s starting to cry. Should I continue?
“I HATE YOU!”
“THEN I HATE YOU TOO! All because of that stupid activity.” Ugh. I can’t take those tears anymore.
“And then you’re saying that’s stupid? You’re crazy!” There he goes again. Chinen stopped, stared at me with those wet eyes and ran away.
Me and Chinen have been through a lot of things since we decided to be officially together. Trust me, it’s really a lot. We had almost a million of nonsense fights like this only in a year. Talk about immaturity in bumpy relationships. For the nth time, I’ll look for him, say sorry and expect a big -
Inoo looked at me blankly, something must be wrong. “Hey buddy, what’s the matter?” I asked.
“Chinen was running, crying again. I’m really getting worried about the two of you. I think he doesn’t want to play along in your game anymore.”
“That won’t happen, my friend. He loves me, I know he does.” I’ll just use my wonderful charms and killer smile. Then again, Inoo doesn’t lie. I’d better go.
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake, I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Well, there he is, his back turned against me. Take a deep breath Daiki; let’s hope that it would turn out just like the same.
I sat down beside him, placed my arm around his shoulder and began the routine, “Hey, I’m sorry. I was hot-tempered today.”
Knowing Chinen; after my apology, he would smile, wipe his eyes and say that it’s fine. If I were lucky, he would place his sweet lips against mine. But now, nothing’s happening, Chinen’s not even saying a word. He simply shook his head, removed my arm, and looked at me. I don’t know if this is a good or bad sign. I took out my handkerchief to wipe his eyes but he stopped me with his hand. What’s wrong?
He began to open his mouth, “I’ve already decided.”
“Decided that…”
He took a deep breath, as if something horrible would happen, like a bomb will explode or what not, “I’m breaking up with you.”
Breaking up…WHAT?!
“I know it’s been a tough year for both of us. I’m tired of this, Daiki. School, photoshoots, rehearsals, concerts; I don’t want another burden. It’s fun to be with you, but we’re doing nothing but fight and shout at each other. I hope you’ll understand.”
No, please, don’t leave me. Why can’t I say anything? What the - Chinen NO! Don’t go away!
But of course, he can’t hear me since I’m not saying anything. But why is he walking away as if nothing’s happening? Wait, STOP!
But I’ll miss your arms around me
`cause I wish you were here.
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Oh, morning already? Time to wake up. I’d better wash my face first. As I looked in the mirror, besides my messy hair, my eyes are red and swollen. It’s like I cried the…whole…night…
OH CRAP! SO YESTERDAY WASN’T A NIGHTMARE?!
So Chinen did break up with me, now what? Since I cried over that the whole night, I guess I’ll be okay now. It is my fault he felt like that, so I don’t have to contradict. I don’t have to answer back anymore. Things will be lighter, since he won’t be there, annoying me all the time.
*sniff* I can’t believe I’m crying like this. Maybe I’m just hungry; I’ll go get breakfast.
I almost forgot! How will mom react when she sees me?
As I went down the stairs, “Morning Dai-chan. feeling better now?”
“Uh, yeah. I guess.” Oh yeah I just remember. I was already crying when Chinen left. Great, I bet everyone in the neighborhood saw me crying like a baby while going back home.
Looking at the food, maybe I don’t have the appetite to eat after all. A few pieces of bread would do.
I felt that my brother’s tapping my shoulder. He must’ve seen me last night because he sure looks damn worried. “Daiki, are you sure you’re okay now? You’re still crying.” He said when he gave me a piece of tissue.
“I’m fine, really. I think I’ll go outside to get some fresh air.”
I was about to stand up until nii-chan pulled my arm and whispered, “Is it Chinen?”
I also forgot, he knows about it, but I don’t want him to butt along. He might actually go to Chinen and talk about this. I just stared at him, trying to make sure my eyes won’t say anything. “No. Now please let me go.”
“Okay. But whatever happens, I’m always here.”
“Thanks.”
At least my morning’s good. I hope the rest would be the same. Hm, where to go? The park seems fine, this is the also the exact spot where Chinen and I… stop Daiki, you’re not with Chinen anymore. He doesn’t like you, you’re too annoying!
Hey, I see Yamada over there. At least he’s happy, with his smile reaching to his ears. It’s as if something this morning gave him the energy to go out and have fun.
No wonder he’s happy. He’s with Chinen.
Part 2 is here.
Author: Fuji-chan
Genre: Epic Angst D8
Words: 874 (short? O_O)
Pairing: DaiChii (Daiki x Chinen); YamaChii (Yamada x Chinen); other pairings
Disclaimer: Vanilla Twilight is a song from Owl City. And DaiChii belongs to meeeee *killed* [and for some fans out there. XD]
Author's Notes: For those who read from my blog (fuji-chan) that I won't be making fics anymore, I'm sorry. I also can't believe myself that something popped up and made me actually write it. Owl City has the most amazing songs, and whenever I listen to it, it makes me want to write a story, making it more awesome. :) Anyway, I hope you still like my writing after months of hiatus. The italicized words are the lyrics of the song.
“But I don’t want that!”
“You wouldn’t want that if you won’t act like a baby.”
“Come on Dai-chan, it’s only this time…please…”
“This time? How many ‘this time’s have I heard over the past months?!” Oh no. He’s starting to cry. Should I continue?
“I HATE YOU!”
“THEN I HATE YOU TOO! All because of that stupid activity.” Ugh. I can’t take those tears anymore.
“And then you’re saying that’s stupid? You’re crazy!” There he goes again. Chinen stopped, stared at me with those wet eyes and ran away.
Me and Chinen have been through a lot of things since we decided to be officially together. Trust me, it’s really a lot. We had almost a million of nonsense fights like this only in a year. Talk about immaturity in bumpy relationships. For the nth time, I’ll look for him, say sorry and expect a big -
Inoo looked at me blankly, something must be wrong. “Hey buddy, what’s the matter?” I asked.
“Chinen was running, crying again. I’m really getting worried about the two of you. I think he doesn’t want to play along in your game anymore.”
“That won’t happen, my friend. He loves me, I know he does.” I’ll just use my wonderful charms and killer smile. Then again, Inoo doesn’t lie. I’d better go.
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake, I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Well, there he is, his back turned against me. Take a deep breath Daiki; let’s hope that it would turn out just like the same.
I sat down beside him, placed my arm around his shoulder and began the routine, “Hey, I’m sorry. I was hot-tempered today.”
Knowing Chinen; after my apology, he would smile, wipe his eyes and say that it’s fine. If I were lucky, he would place his sweet lips against mine. But now, nothing’s happening, Chinen’s not even saying a word. He simply shook his head, removed my arm, and looked at me. I don’t know if this is a good or bad sign. I took out my handkerchief to wipe his eyes but he stopped me with his hand. What’s wrong?
He began to open his mouth, “I’ve already decided.”
“Decided that…”
He took a deep breath, as if something horrible would happen, like a bomb will explode or what not, “I’m breaking up with you.”
Breaking up…WHAT?!
“I know it’s been a tough year for both of us. I’m tired of this, Daiki. School, photoshoots, rehearsals, concerts; I don’t want another burden. It’s fun to be with you, but we’re doing nothing but fight and shout at each other. I hope you’ll understand.”
No, please, don’t leave me. Why can’t I say anything? What the - Chinen NO! Don’t go away!
But of course, he can’t hear me since I’m not saying anything. But why is he walking away as if nothing’s happening? Wait, STOP!
But I’ll miss your arms around me
`cause I wish you were here.
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Oh, morning already? Time to wake up. I’d better wash my face first. As I looked in the mirror, besides my messy hair, my eyes are red and swollen. It’s like I cried the…whole…night…
OH CRAP! SO YESTERDAY WASN’T A NIGHTMARE?!
So Chinen did break up with me, now what? Since I cried over that the whole night, I guess I’ll be okay now. It is my fault he felt like that, so I don’t have to contradict. I don’t have to answer back anymore. Things will be lighter, since he won’t be there, annoying me all the time.
*sniff* I can’t believe I’m crying like this. Maybe I’m just hungry; I’ll go get breakfast.
I almost forgot! How will mom react when she sees me?
As I went down the stairs, “Morning Dai-chan. feeling better now?”
“Uh, yeah. I guess.” Oh yeah I just remember. I was already crying when Chinen left. Great, I bet everyone in the neighborhood saw me crying like a baby while going back home.
Looking at the food, maybe I don’t have the appetite to eat after all. A few pieces of bread would do.
I felt that my brother’s tapping my shoulder. He must’ve seen me last night because he sure looks damn worried. “Daiki, are you sure you’re okay now? You’re still crying.” He said when he gave me a piece of tissue.
“I’m fine, really. I think I’ll go outside to get some fresh air.”
I was about to stand up until nii-chan pulled my arm and whispered, “Is it Chinen?”
I also forgot, he knows about it, but I don’t want him to butt along. He might actually go to Chinen and talk about this. I just stared at him, trying to make sure my eyes won’t say anything. “No. Now please let me go.”
“Okay. But whatever happens, I’m always here.”
“Thanks.”
At least my morning’s good. I hope the rest would be the same. Hm, where to go? The park seems fine, this is the also the exact spot where Chinen and I… stop Daiki, you’re not with Chinen anymore. He doesn’t like you, you’re too annoying!
Hey, I see Yamada over there. At least he’s happy, with his smile reaching to his ears. It’s as if something this morning gave him the energy to go out and have fun.
No wonder he’s happy. He’s with Chinen.
Part 2 is here.