May 30, 2006 23:09
What is it about me that makes people just SUDDENLY stop talking to me? I mean shit here I am going through hell and the one person I feel the closest to has decided for whatever reason to stop speaking to me. How fucked up is that? I am fucking miserable because my life as I knew it has ceased to exist. No Virginia, no Chicanos, no more random shit and trying to stay out of trouble... no more game nights. I am so lonely I dont even know what to do with myself. The most fucked up part? I DONT HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT I DID!!!! You know what? I was there for people when they were going through tough times. Yes, I have made mistakes. That was a while ago though... I am a different person now. I don't do people wrong. If anything I am still trying to prove to the world that I am a good person. Well, guess what.... FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!! Noone really gives a shit about me so why the fuck should I care about anyone else? Fuck you! I'm through trying to prove myself and I am DEFINATELY through begging a certian person to call me or email me or something. So fuck you too!
Right now... I hate the whole goddamn world. Fuck you......