stuff...
soooooooooooooo, argh....
i am forever lame.
you know when you take a chance and do something bold, and then right after you do it, you wish you hadn't because now you may appear to be a lame ass to other persons...or just weird.
hmm, yeah. that happened to me. and i'm just totally confused about the situation. was it or wasn't it a "you-know-what" (insert word i hate using)? it seemed like it totally was, but then small moments of akwardness made me rethink that, and so maybe it wasn't what i initially thought it was. i think i've forgotten how to do these things...i used to be pretty good at it...some might say, a little too good, but after a couple years of not doing it, i think i've lost whatever it was i had.
and yes, this is quite possibly the most vague post in the history of vague posts. but it's more for me than for you now anyway. so poop.
if you are reading this...i already know it was maybe too weird or dumb of me to do, not really knowing the your thoughts on the evening or anything...but, i figure, risks and bold moves (no matter how small) are usually worth a shot.
-sheybot...aka captain lamesauce.. ha.
ps: don't worry, i'm not really beating myself up over this...just had to write it down.
happy sunny sunday....wah waaahhhhh
i am forever lame.
you know when you take a chance and do something bold, and then right after you do it, you wish you hadn't because now you may appear to be a lame ass to other persons...or just weird.
hmm, yeah. that happened to me. and i'm just totally confused about the situation. was it or wasn't it a "you-know-what" (insert word i hate using)? it seemed like it totally was, but then small moments of akwardness made me rethink that, and so maybe it wasn't what i initially thought it was. i think i've forgotten how to do these things...i used to be pretty good at it...some might say, a little too good, but after a couple years of not doing it, i think i've lost whatever it was i had.
and yes, this is quite possibly the most vague post in the history of vague posts. but it's more for me than for you now anyway. so poop.
if you are reading this...i already know it was maybe too weird or dumb of me to do, not really knowing the your thoughts on the evening or anything...but, i figure, risks and bold moves (no matter how small) are usually worth a shot.
-sheybot...aka captain lamesauce.. ha.
ps: don't worry, i'm not really beating myself up over this...just had to write it down.
happy sunny sunday....wah waaahhhhh