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havent written in this thing in awhile. i guess ive just been so focused on school and whats going on here. 12 days until break so im looking forward to seeing my friends and family..then coming back early for the dome tournament in marquette, then the week after that we go to arizona for spring training. soo pumped about that. a few days home is plenty enough for me. my mom called and told me the other day since im doing better in school and getting good grades, she booked a flight to florida from may 8th to the 18th :) im so excited so see my nephews, niece, brother and sister in law. its going to be a good time. i miss them..
ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. one day it just kind of hit me..i dont know when and i dont know why. i know how i feel but i also know that im not ready. sometimes i wonder if ill ever be. each day im becoming more ok with the idea of things not turning out the way i thought they were supposed to, and just taking it one day at a time. playing it by ear. im happy that i kicked myself in the ass about school. im happy that i know im going to be successful..im happy that im maing my parents happy.
im going to attempt be the responsible student and go study for my art history test tomorrow and get to bed at a reasonable time for practice at 6am :)
ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. one day it just kind of hit me..i dont know when and i dont know why. i know how i feel but i also know that im not ready. sometimes i wonder if ill ever be. each day im becoming more ok with the idea of things not turning out the way i thought they were supposed to, and just taking it one day at a time. playing it by ear. im happy that i kicked myself in the ass about school. im happy that i know im going to be successful..im happy that im maing my parents happy.
im going to attempt be the responsible student and go study for my art history test tomorrow and get to bed at a reasonable time for practice at 6am :)