Life is hard but it sure is worth the pain.
Today was pretty boring.
I've been at my aunt's house and I'll be here till friday. I do like it here a lot better then with my parents.
I think I wanna move here. It was just be hard because then it would be a hassle to try and visit my boyfriend.
The past few days I've just been chatting with my aunt about all the hard things we've has to go through growing up. We were both the step daughters. It's really rough. She told me some things I never knew about my family. It makes me so sad to think that the people who should love you the most can be so mean to you.
I've been having a hard time at home with my dad lately and I'm just starting to notice things that my step mom, Keeta, does. She tends to care more for her own kids, my little brother and sister. She makes it kinda obvious too. Other people in my family have noticed it too. The thing that gets to me is no one will say anything to her. But deap down I know that nothing anyone could ever say or do, especially me, can never change how Keeta feels. Makayla and Garrett will always come before me.
I've given up on trying to make her love me or pay attention to me. I have better things to worry about.
It's nice that I have my boyfreinds family because i get to see how a functional family is. I wish that someday i can be half as good as a parent as his parents are. They're amazing people.
Anywayz being here with my aunt and uncle and cute cousins has been a nice vacation for me.
and plus i get spoiled here. I got to go on a little, much needed, shopping spree yesterday. =]