I really thought it was lost
So the Hall Party was packed and I couldn't get in. My friend and I went down to OCO. This other party down the street. Monkey played and a bunch of other really good DJs. I met this guy on the bus that was going to the same place I was. We ended up hanging out all night and the rest of the weekend. He's so cool and we both live in the same town. God he's so beautiful. That'd be great if something happened between us. Although, if we aren't meant to be atleast we can be friends. I finally got myself determined. I need direction. I've decided to go to school this fall. I'll have my own place by the end of the summer. I never thought that I'd meet someone else that could show me something I didn't know about myself. This is amazing, but if it doesn't work out I'm not gonna fall.