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I've been going through so much shit lately I dont know what to do with myself anymore. Western is planning on switching me to Piper... nd I refuse to go. My parents arer either going to have to homeschool me or I'm dropping out, theres nothing else I can do. Hopefully the meeting with Mr. Fiske (if it ever happens) will turn out good, but everyone's telling me he's def. gonna say no nd make me leave.
I know what I was doing was stupid, I just couldnt help it. I started to do it bc she left, I wanted to show her that even though I was trying to laugh everything away I was more than serious about what was going on. But once I did it, I did everything I could to hide it from her. Then that turned into doing something I said I would never do again... I thought it would help + make me feel better, but it didnt nd once I got home I just started at it again. It helped to go to my Pinga's.. but ofcourse I had to go back home again.. nd with that it started again. Every little fight made it worse. Then on Wednesday morning on the way to school she saw it. First she was sarcastic, then mad, nd then idk.. I guess it just wasnt as serious to her as it was to me. Things are getting better I guess, more akward than anything but w.e. Atleast I stopped...
"i LiVE FOR THE SATURDAY NiGHTS i WONT REMEMBER WiTH THE FRiENDS i'LL NEVER FORGET" Saturday was AMAZING! I realized I really do live for my Saturday nights... ♥PiNGaJeRK + DReWBeRTaJeRK + FLaCaJeRK♥
♥Flaca
I know what I was doing was stupid, I just couldnt help it. I started to do it bc she left, I wanted to show her that even though I was trying to laugh everything away I was more than serious about what was going on. But once I did it, I did everything I could to hide it from her. Then that turned into doing something I said I would never do again... I thought it would help + make me feel better, but it didnt nd once I got home I just started at it again. It helped to go to my Pinga's.. but ofcourse I had to go back home again.. nd with that it started again. Every little fight made it worse. Then on Wednesday morning on the way to school she saw it. First she was sarcastic, then mad, nd then idk.. I guess it just wasnt as serious to her as it was to me. Things are getting better I guess, more akward than anything but w.e. Atleast I stopped...
"i LiVE FOR THE SATURDAY NiGHTS i WONT REMEMBER WiTH THE FRiENDS i'LL NEVER FORGET" Saturday was AMAZING! I realized I really do live for my Saturday nights... ♥PiNGaJeRK + DReWBeRTaJeRK + FLaCaJeRK♥
♥Flaca