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So me, Courtney, nd Ashley are out shopping yesterday.. Drew called Courtney nd she told him we were on our way t Sawgrass nd he asked if I was Okay with him coming to lunch with us.. well I wasn't gonna be an asshole nd say no (I was just gonna be an asshole nd ignore him the whole time) so I was like idc. He meets us for lunch.. doesn't say ONE WORD to me, doesn't even acknowledge me being there, which I didn't mind so much except it was a little akward, but whatever. We eat lunch nd then head back out to our cars nd Courtney nd Ashley give Drew a hug goodbye nd I just walk to my car.. he follows me nd said something like is this how its gonna be everytime we see eachother, or something like that. I didnt answer nd was just like Courtney are you guys coming with me or going with him? So they walk to my car nd get in nd he holds my door open nd was like we just had lunch together nd now you aren't gonna talk to me? WTF?!?!?! Seriously, HE was the one who said he didn't want to be friends, HE was the one who said he couldn't talk to me nd shit anymore, so HE should have been the one to atleast say "hi" to me when he FIRST FUCKING GOT THERE. But did he? No. &i'm sorry but how is it that he calls Courtney to ask if he can eat with us, talks to Courtney nd Ashley the entire time without saying shit to me, but just the fact that we were eating at the same table means we had lunch together? Fuck that.. if you don't want to be friends with me, don't fucking come to my car nd try talking to me like nothing happened, don't fucking message me on MySpace, don't even fucking ask to come to lunch if you know I'm already there. The most I want you to do, is fucking fuck yourself. If I have to get one more message on MySpace signed "I still love you - Drew", I swear to God I'm gonna FUCKING KILL HIM.
Okay, so now that I've ranted about that.. lol.
Christian calls me a little while ago nd tells me he hears that I'm gonna stop hanging out with him. I was just like I was thinking about it but I'm not gonna do it( stop hanging out with him ). He asked why but he already sortof knew why after the talk we had last night, which I think might be best if I kept to myself, but yeah so he was like if you did that it would be like what I did to you before nd that'd be fucked up. I was just like I know that's one of the reasons I'm not gonna do it. Whatever.. we're hanging out tonight I think.. just haven't figured out what to do, he'll probably just come to Courtney's later when se gets home from Santa's with Ashley. Idk. Whatever. I don't care. He makes me crazy I swear, lol.
Went Christmas shopping again today.. I hate spending money on other people. So I had to buy something for myself, just to make me feel better, lol. &on the way to my mom's house this morning I was sitting at a red light nd these 2 guys next to me decide to start telling me how beautiful nd gorgeous I am. Ended up exchanging number and Courtney yelled at me a little bit when I told her bc they were tinted windows.. but who cares.. it's like.......
DMX growling on a black Ram.♥ djfhslkrjhareg
♥fuhhhlaca
Okay, so now that I've ranted about that.. lol.
Christian calls me a little while ago nd tells me he hears that I'm gonna stop hanging out with him. I was just like I was thinking about it but I'm not gonna do it( stop hanging out with him ). He asked why but he already sortof knew why after the talk we had last night, which I think might be best if I kept to myself, but yeah so he was like if you did that it would be like what I did to you before nd that'd be fucked up. I was just like I know that's one of the reasons I'm not gonna do it. Whatever.. we're hanging out tonight I think.. just haven't figured out what to do, he'll probably just come to Courtney's later when se gets home from Santa's with Ashley. Idk. Whatever. I don't care. He makes me crazy I swear, lol.
Went Christmas shopping again today.. I hate spending money on other people. So I had to buy something for myself, just to make me feel better, lol. &on the way to my mom's house this morning I was sitting at a red light nd these 2 guys next to me decide to start telling me how beautiful nd gorgeous I am. Ended up exchanging number and Courtney yelled at me a little bit when I told her bc they were tinted windows.. but who cares.. it's like.......
DMX growling on a black Ram.♥ djfhslkrjhareg
♥fuhhhlaca