hmph
School is ending reeeaaallllyy soon.
as Bailey says... WE'RE IN THE TEENS.
ha, he's been counting down since the first day of school.
It doesn't seem that ago where we were like "only 60 days left!"
These past few weeks,
i've been completely preoccupied.
living in self-pity, and not really caring about anyone else.
my whole... self was devoured by someone else. =(
call me obsessive and clingy,i don't really care.
but no one really understands.
not trying to be dramatic, but all my friends are just like
kelly, let go. get over it. there are other boys out there.
but i just don't want to, 'cause i reallllyyy don't wanna think what if.
i would never really talk to anyone outside of school,
unless they called me...
or suggested to hang out.
i have been hanging out with people,
but i never seem to have as much fun as i did
with the people i used to hang out with.
I've been having these really horrible premonitions in my head.
like... evil ones.
when i'm pissed off at my mom, sometimes i wish a car would just t-bone her side of the car.
even if i got hurt, just as long as i didn't die.
yea, it's pretty evil
but my mom is fucking psycho....
holy shit, heather's coming over.
gotta get in the shower and pick up a little bit.
as Bailey says... WE'RE IN THE TEENS.
ha, he's been counting down since the first day of school.
It doesn't seem that ago where we were like "only 60 days left!"
These past few weeks,
i've been completely preoccupied.
living in self-pity, and not really caring about anyone else.
my whole... self was devoured by someone else. =(
call me obsessive and clingy,i don't really care.
but no one really understands.
not trying to be dramatic, but all my friends are just like
kelly, let go. get over it. there are other boys out there.
but i just don't want to, 'cause i reallllyyy don't wanna think what if.
i would never really talk to anyone outside of school,
unless they called me...
or suggested to hang out.
i have been hanging out with people,
but i never seem to have as much fun as i did
with the people i used to hang out with.
I've been having these really horrible premonitions in my head.
like... evil ones.
when i'm pissed off at my mom, sometimes i wish a car would just t-bone her side of the car.
even if i got hurt, just as long as i didn't die.
yea, it's pretty evil
but my mom is fucking psycho....
holy shit, heather's coming over.
gotta get in the shower and pick up a little bit.