ooc/fst
this is short because i'll probably make a couple more whenever i feel like, derp. the gorgeous cover is by litzi and the dividers are nashi's, used with permission. ♥
tokio hotel ; schrei
[shilo's hate for the way she lives]
You get up and somebody tells you where to go to
When you get there everybody's telling you what to do
Thank you, it's been another bloody Monday
And no one is asking what you want in any way
placebo ; running up that hill
[shilo & nathan, post 'let the monster rise']
You don't want to hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder
There's a thunder in our hearts
So much hate for the ones we love
Tell me we both matter, don't we?
blink 182 ; down
[shilo & north]
The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
It gets me so
Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
pretty reckless ; zombie
[shilo's tendency to rebel]
I'm not listening to you
I am wandering right through
Resistance
With no purpose and no drive
Cause in the end we're all a lie
A lie
shiny toy guns ; chemistry of a car crash
[shilo & herz]
You're waking up
A part of me I've never known
And I've never felt
So invincible
What took you so far away?
You're lost for tonight again
That's what you wanted?
Your arms to your side again...
Just take away the words I say
Cause I know
That you don't feel the same
Just go ahead and say
What's in your head
And I won't try to stop you
You hold the rights I'll never own
And I've never felt
So alien
Don't tear us apart again
What's the use of it
We're okay, it's nothing...
It's all the chemistry of a car crash
And I won't try so you'll stay
This time
I won't try, I won't change
And
This time I won't try
To stop you
the smiths ; asleep
[shilo on her worst days]
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try and wake me in the morning
I'll be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
flyleaf ; i'm so sick
[shilo angsting some more]
I'm so sick
Infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
I'll take bliss
Selfishness
I'm so sick
yeah yeah yeahs ; runaway
[shilo from nathan's pov]
I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize