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Tiff is awsome. I just dont think i cant keep goin out with her. Shed be a great friend, but i thnk thats alll i want her as. Im tryen to make it work out but its not working. I just dont see her as more then a friend. Right now i want to cry.. I watched my cat eat a mouse yesterday, it was kool. Trina came over and shot pool, it was fun. But i still want to cry. I try not to think about it but it always comes back. A part of my life i just wish i could shut out. But i cant. So much happend, bad and good. But i wanna forget about it. I hate her and miss her all at once. And I did love her...thats what makes it so hard. I need one of those things from Men In Black. Id be happy forever. I need some one to twlk to ..but there isnt any one. i mean ,like friends...theres always my sisters but right now i want to tlk to a friend. Dons sleepen so thats no good. I dunno wut trinas doin so.. and i cant call tiffany, I olny talk to her for like half an hour a day less i see her which isnt often. I feel like cryen but im gonna try no too. Im just gonna go into my room and fade away into nothing ness. Fuck everythin, Fuck her, And Fuck a Duck....