goodbye halcyon days
goodbye halcyon days
did they even exist?
if so, then i'm just so blind that i missed them.
but i highly doubt that they did, anyway.
i'm going for a holiday soon! most probably next January! or so my imagination and calendars tell me... i can't wait to go... i need to get away from all these shit. a break would be nice.
i'm dying of boredom at work. there's no one to talk to. all the tiny bits of entertainment have disappeared suddenly, leaving me with nothing but tonnes of paper. one good thing is that i can listen to my iPod all day muahahahaha... filling my ears with Hyde's voice is definitely a good thing. well, other music too.
i've finally collected my calendars! i'm sooooo impressed with the Bleach calendar! it's just made of awesomeness. when i saw it, i just went 'OMFG YAY.' as for the D.Gray-man calendar, i'm kinda disappointed in it. it's just the manga covers, like last year. i hope Hoshino sensei would come up with something amazing next year. i've not opened my Gintama one yet! please excuse me while i burst with otaku-joy here.
what made it so much more fun, was that i went down to show Yibin the calendars. after we opened the Bleach one, we were just gawking at it. he was a little disappointed at the D.Gray-man calendar because Linalee only had a small picture in it. i shouldn't show him the one i'm currently using now.... he'll rip the Linalee page out lol.
Erlin and Yibin are asking me to go back to Gramophone next year. i don't know. my current job is fucking boring and annoying, but the pay is much better that Gramophone. on the other hand, Gramophone is a really fun place to work at. oh noes, the dilemma. i'm still uncertain if i should go back.
i want to watch Darker than Black! but it seems to have been removed like everywhere. i'm just praying that Yibin can get it for me.... the soundtrack... was so awesome. i'm kind of addicted to it lol. abingdon boys school and Rie Fu... Yibin was right about it, the album is really good and the songs are kind of like fusion jazz. i feel like buying the manga... but i'm afraid that it might turn out like the Code Geass manga, which i was kind of disappointed with. i guess most of those mangas, isn't that great.
the Kyuubei arc of Gintama is hilarious, even in the anime. i guess one of my favourite things about it is that the seiyuu of Kyuubei did Kuchiki Rukia from Bleach too. the way Hijikata said 'mayonnaise' was just.... unexpected. funny? seductive? or perhaps just plain creepy.
i will use all the energy that's left in me, to force Yibin to get into Gintama. *dedicated fan here* how can anyone not like Gintama? it's stupid, funny, ridiculous, has aliens, samurais and a main character with a natural perm! (or so he claims...)
i'm still waiting for my Hurry Xmas single and KISS album... someone has been horribly slow in passing them to me.
i've noticed, that quite a few people have been leaving me recently... and i didn't really notice it. we've simply drifted too far apart, that it's not even friendship anymore. perhaps we've been reduced to just mere acquaintances instead. was it even friendship to begin with? i'm just irritated that it's not like i'm not trying... they simply aren't making the effort. is this just a waste of effort then? i think it's pretty unfair that i'm the only party trying to salvage the friendship and getting upset that it didn't work out. i guess it's no use moping about it anyway. i wish that i would meet better and nicer people more often that i do now.
hmm... this entire thing has basically been... just random crap. oh well, allow me to have this pathetic entry... before Wednesday.
something dreadful will happen on Wednesday, which will most definitely (chances are too high to be 'most probably') leave me feeling all fucked up.
so depressing, isn't it?
.....
i have to write my reply to Ikeda sensei now.
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