i don't know what i should say... i keep my mouth shut through the day...
i don't know what i should say... i keep my mouth shut through the day...
i started my day by eating 3 huge cookies and drinking lots of milk. i felt sick afterwards. brilliant huh. i bet Cookie Monster would approve.
work is boring. i'm shocked to say this, but i actually get really happy when the people do pass me stuff to do. it's so boring that the most worthy thing i did yesterday was cutting out paper men and punching holes for their eyes. i did 24 big ones... and 8 other ones that were too small, so they ended up as cyclops instead. today, i made another ring out of a small metal clip. one day, i'll take pictures of all the rubbish i've made at work lol. i can't wait till they pile me with so much work... it would make time pass by a lot faster, instead of crawling like a snail. i couldn't even study my Japanese stuff there... i was falling asleep. *cries* work people are boring, i wish that they would leave me alone. not the managers there... the temporary colleagues. fucking annoying. i'm really tempted to go for breaks by myself, some peace would do me good. they ruin my appetite. (i know i sound bitchy and mean, but if you worked with such retarded 'things', you would be pissed off too.)
oh, i'm feeling antisocial and hermit-y. what are they going to do about it? what can they do about it besides annoying the fuck out of me and regretting the consequences? seriously, they need to leave me alone. that's the thing about this job, it pays better, but i work with fucktards. i'm not here to be your new best friend, now shoo.
i found out that i was right about my friend's birthday... whether this is still friendship, i'm not too sure. but that fella told me that he couldn't remember his birthday. yeah right. i totally forgot about him until i saw him online lol. such friends, heh.
while out on a stupid errand for work, i popped into Gramophone and saw Paul. at least he didn't say anything nasty or mean, unlike a certain someone. hah! i'm not the only person who doesn't want to eat Japanese buffets with Fabian anymore! Erlin and Paul are scared of that too. i'm actually afraid of Kuishinbo now. look what you did, Fabian!
and i'm still waiting for my stuff from Mr Fabian... it feels like it's been an eternity.
i watched 'Night Watch' with my brother, Serina, my sister and Ian last weekend. such an awesome movie. i can't believe i didn't watch it till now. sure, i've read all about it in EMPIRE blah blah blah, but i was too lazy to do anything lol. we're watching 'Day Watch' this friday... i can't wait.
yay~ me and my sister watched Paprika today... okay, so i don't love it as much as Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo... but the graphics... i love it! the story is quite good too... oh shit the disk is overdue... wtf, now i have to pay a fine.
i'm so screwed... i have a test this Sunday and all i've done so far is go through the Kanji and new words... argh! i need to go through my old stuff tomorrow... *flails*
i still don't know what i should say,
does it get annoying when we waste the day fallen and drunk?
but drunken i fell, fell for your spell.
-Scar by Stephen Fretwell.
i'm still listening to him hahaha...
oh lookie... it's time to go sleep, wake up 6 hours later, get horrified by the impending terror of the fucktard company i've got for the next 10 hours, and drag myself to work feeling so excited. i've heard of some people who surround themselves with stupid people, just to make themselves feel smarter. sure, that would be a boost to your ego... but how does one endure with such shit? it's terrible. i feel like choking myself.
くるしい…
ok, i'm giving in to reality.
have a great Tuesday/Wednesday, my dear flist! *squishes flist*<3
Fuelboy/Samsonne