Jul 17, 2004 22:02
I think my knee's infected. Here's the story. This past Sat. I went to Rick's house for his annual summer shindig. At around 12:30 am, everyone had pretty much migrated indoors because it was getting cool and buggy outside. So I was in the living room talking with everyone and sitting on the couch next to Jesse. We had been drinking but we weren't shitfaced or anything, but at that stage where you start to have ideas that you normally wouldn't have when you haven't been drinking. So we're talking and we decide we're bored so he says, "Let's fight each other." and of course this statement entered my brain and somehow someway my brain decided that this was a real good fun idea. So I said sure and the next thing I know i'm tackled and my body is hitting a pile of VHS tapes and my head is inches from some sort of end table. So we're fighting and it's like half wrestling half just like beating the shit out of each other. I know I think I bit an arm or something and I used my momentum to like throw him but my head definately hit several things and the rest of my body was thrown around the living room pretty badly. And the thing is, everyone was like yelling at him to watch my head and to be careful with me and I didn't really feel anything cause of the alcohol, so I woke up the next morning and found all these marks and bruises but couldn't remember the pain because I never felt any. So it was fun and I got my ass beat and I wasn't a pussy about it. It was a good time, all in good fun, and we joked baout it the next day and when I said stop we stopped so it was cool, but yeah my knee. At some point of throwing me around my knee brushed against the carpet and even though i had pants on, it made abrush burn on my knee. Well it scabbed and the scab got caught on my pants and started to rip off and since all i wear is pants, every day the scab gets ripped off. So it's not healing right and now it's pussing and my mom thinks it's infected. That's funny. I can't wait to tell Jesse, he'll feel bad. hahahaha. poor kid.
I go to Bloom tomorrow to work for three days. I have to call Erin to see when I can come over tomorrow. I wish I just would have stayed in the dorms. It would be that much simpilar. She wants to stay at this guy who she like's house, Dave. Dave's an okay guy but I don't want to stay there for 2 days. How will I shower, where will I sleep? I just wish we would've stayed at her house or in the dorms. Plus she's telling her mom we're staying at a friend of mine's house which is a blatant lie. I don't know I hope I can stay with Shawna or Jamie or Greg even. Drew would even let me stay with him. I don't know I just dont like that idea cause she's really different around guys. I just don't like where this is going so I guess we'll see where I'm living for 2 days. I'm thinking maybe i'll suck it up and take it for 2 days since it is only 2 days but still. He has roommates too which i'm not sure they'll appreciate me using their shower and bathroom i don't know. We'll see I guess.
So Mindy the Phi Sig Sig sorority sister was there at Rick's. She's a fun girl but she made quite the transformation when I went to get food. I showed up shortly after she did and she wasn't drunk at all. After like 2-3 games of beer pong, I go with Stevie G and Daryl to the gas place to get some food and she went home to get changed into pants. I come back maybe 30 minutes later and she's completely hammered. And she's still drinking. To make a long story short, she ends up stripping and streaking because she thought she got shut out at beer pong and she ends up having sex with Daryl and making out with Stevie G. So I'm on the trampoline with Stevie G, Aub, and Jesse all talking and arguing about whether or not that star formation is the little dipper and Daryl comes and sits next to me. Well I get up to pee and tell Stevie G to save my seat. I come back and Stevie G is no longer lying down and looking at the stars but is sitting up on the edge of the trampoline and holding a cigarette. Stevie G despises smoking. He says to me "You lost your seat. Sorry there was nothing i could do." I look to where I was sitting and there's Mindy on top of Daryl making out and doing god only knows what. Apperently she had stood on the deck and jumped on him forcing Daryl to drop his cigarette on the trampoline which Stevie G picked up to avoid fire. So needless to say I sat on the deck with Jesse and Aub instead of on the trampoline. But that makes me think about htis whole sorority thing. I mean she told me she's the only one like that, but I really don't want to be associated with a group of people where at least one of them does something like that. I don't want people to think i do that cause yeah i don't. She just is a great girl, but her decisions are not too bright when alcohol is involved. As Tim said, she's a beer slut. But i cna't judge her for that that doesn't change the type of friend she is or how she acts towards me. So i don't know but i'm leaning towards no now mainly because i'm probably still going abroad to Europe for a semester plus a summer now so yeah. I told Jesse about the whole sorority thing. He said don't do it. I told Aub. She said don't do it. Two of my closest friends said don't do it. Tim said don't do it too. I'm leaning towards not doing it.
Everyone called it. Everyone said it would happen. Even my mom knew. I hope it happens. You can never tell with this situation, but I'm thinking if everything works out and we do what we said we were going to do, it could work out in my favor.
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