It's been so strange
Is there some weird scent I put off that make girls automatically know I'm single? When I was with Kaity I never had this sort of thing happen. It's like every girl out there that liked me or thought I was cute or whatever, have suddenly begun to just come out with it. Even random girls now, saying I'm hott and what not. I still think I'm fugly, and suddenly I'm noticed by girls. And it's not for my personality.... at first. It's strangely freaking me out. It's like this year I came into myself or something I guess. I didn't think I changed or looked that good ever. I can't complain tho. Most guys would love having girls doin that. I'm just not used to that.
Anyway. I got my ear pierced again, and my parents let me keep it this time. It's cool. And when I turn 18, my mom is taking me to get my tatt for a birthday present.
My grades are slipping again. I need to try harder, but I don't know what's wrong with me. There must be. I bust my ass at work, but yet I don't do school work. I have good work ethics, but for some reason I havn't been able to keep myself up in school. My GED is looking really good right now. I don't wanna deal with school anymore. I have learned enough in high school, maybe even more than a lot of people do. 'd rather be in college, I have a feeling that since I'll be PAYING for that, I'll do my crap.
I went to a car show on saturday, and I might get a new job as a sound tech at Motor City Performance Technologies. They like me, and I won a cold air intake from them, that I'm still waiting for them to call me for. They have to find one for my car. She's the only thing I have :P . My car has become my life line. I can't live right without my car. I can't go about my life without my t-bird. She take care of me, she loves me. Heh.
But even with all this, my life is really gettin to me. I've so stressed out with work, school, relationships, money, my car, everything. I need to start saving again. I need to have money so I can start in this world. It sucks living from paycheck to paycheck. I need a better job.
Kaity was right about something tho. I started listening to rap again. I don't know why, but I don't care.
Maybe I'll post pics for those of you who havn't seen me for a while. I need to get my moms digita;l camera tho. Maybe you guys can judge my looks.
Till next time,
Dave
Anyway. I got my ear pierced again, and my parents let me keep it this time. It's cool. And when I turn 18, my mom is taking me to get my tatt for a birthday present.
My grades are slipping again. I need to try harder, but I don't know what's wrong with me. There must be. I bust my ass at work, but yet I don't do school work. I have good work ethics, but for some reason I havn't been able to keep myself up in school. My GED is looking really good right now. I don't wanna deal with school anymore. I have learned enough in high school, maybe even more than a lot of people do. 'd rather be in college, I have a feeling that since I'll be PAYING for that, I'll do my crap.
I went to a car show on saturday, and I might get a new job as a sound tech at Motor City Performance Technologies. They like me, and I won a cold air intake from them, that I'm still waiting for them to call me for. They have to find one for my car. She's the only thing I have :P . My car has become my life line. I can't live right without my car. I can't go about my life without my t-bird. She take care of me, she loves me. Heh.
But even with all this, my life is really gettin to me. I've so stressed out with work, school, relationships, money, my car, everything. I need to start saving again. I need to have money so I can start in this world. It sucks living from paycheck to paycheck. I need a better job.
Kaity was right about something tho. I started listening to rap again. I don't know why, but I don't care.
Maybe I'll post pics for those of you who havn't seen me for a while. I need to get my moms digita;l camera tho. Maybe you guys can judge my looks.
Till next time,
Dave