I wanted to kiss him so bad!!
Friday was so awesome. After swimming at school until 4:00 i went over to gina's to spend the night. I pratically went shoping in her room. Igot 3 pairs of jeans and 3shirts. sweet!! around 6:30 i called austin to see if he wanted to hang out w/ me gina and nate(gina b/f). He said he wanted to hang out w/ me.lol. so when gina was taking a shower nate came over. it was kinda ocward so i decided to call ryan. well she hd to be not home. u poop!!lol so i decided to get all perrty for austin.lol.. and i must say my hair and makeup look excepsonally good! Then we went to go pick up austin. Now the directions he gave us were kinda weird. lol.. he said his house was the one w/ a snowman, american flag and a white car in the driveway. well there were about 3 other houses like that. so we just picked a house and thank god it was the right one.lol. So we all went to total soccer and watched a roller hockey game. we find to surprise that diana, reachel and jon were there too..so we sat w/ them. Aww!! it was so cute gina was complaning that she was too cold and she had a huge warm coat on..so i told her to hush cuz i only had a paper thin zip up hoody on and i cold and not complaning. so austin took off his jacket and gave it to me. he is the sweetiest guy ever. hehe it smelt to good and was really warm..i felt bad tho cuz he only had a short sleeve shirt on. but he said for me to keep it for the night.aww!!!this kid is to sweet! So after we went to Bora Bora..which was so sweet..i have to say the apple is the strongest so far!! but it was good!! ryan i am so taking you sometime..we are going to go to mongolian bbq then next door to Bora Bora..it pretty sweet. So we stayed there until about 11:00 or so. Then we went to go drop austin off. I was going to go walk him to the door but he said for me to stay in the car and keep warm sence he had to leave w/ the jacket :) how sweet!! when we left his house the first thing that came outa gina's mouth was wow u hung out w/ and and for once didnt kiss him..im like omg u dotn believe the pain i was going through..i wanted to kiss this kid so bad!! i didnt tho cuz i dont know what he would of done..and i could kinda tell that he wanted to kiss me. but i think he didnt cuz like most ppl dont want to kiss in public.which i under stand..but things were so odd and weird between is that i knew we both wanted to kiss each other. but i think(and gina thinks too) that if me and him hangout alone together that he would kiss me..which i want so bad.. all night i wanted to get closer to him and kiss him and...ahhh!!..then in the car gina and nate were kissing and cuddeling and stuff and me and austin were just sittin there and i kenw that both of us were thinking about eachother...just by how ocward it was. WOW..I like this kid so much. I want to hangout alone w/ him..ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so all in all i had a sweet night..just wish had enough guts to kiss the kid!!
and jake rothly is dead..he never called me and when i called no one answered..we were suppose to hang out tonight!!!
wahoo(not) shopping w/ my dad for my mom tomarrow...call me if ya wanna chill after...cuz thats all i want to do...just chill!!