why my panties are on fire!!

[fudgemuner]

I just made my appointment for my senior pictures!!!! yay for me. I have so much girly stuff to do before then though. ahhhhh. A lot of stuff that has been in the back of my mind is beginning to peak its ugly head out. It just hit me that one of my best friends is not going to be here next year. Promised not to talk about her but i can write about

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[onmycloud]

lol i dont noe if this entry is worthy of my read! when it comes to colleges me n u r still on the same boat.. i need to ask for help too! lol cant ask u cause u dont noe.. im afraid of settling on my major n the school of my choice 5 YEARS since they've given ANY money out... omgoodness lets not get into that..

what r u talking about that ur summer hasnt been fun! i am offended! lol u noe u love to live carelessly through me... well maybe not all of my actions this summer!... omg its me n erik's song!!!...

n u noe u cheated... u told me about those church ppl moments... wild lillie...

n i miss that girl to we have to revolt!... i wont rest... daddys got a new 45... i got something for his punk ass!....

i wish this summer was longer too. im not ready to decide on the next step what if the boat sinks?????? what will happen what words will be said? im not ready!!!ahh i dont even think i want it once the summer is over... when i started hallucinating i was thinking about it n it really doesnt seem like i want it but then again i was hallucinating! then i remembered what they said about drunken minds n sober thoughts.. but i wasnt drunk! i keep imagining myself different than this my senior year it resembles more of my junior instead of sophmore.. oh becky its all comming to an end to soon for me to make a sure decision... what if it makes the decision for me...jjdfjlg im confused... it'll go away ... hopefully

oh yeah i feel behind cause ppl r starting there college essays i havent even thought of it!

what do u think about them apples?!