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So i'm here, listening to belle & sebastian, ( i can't seem to get enough of that one album) dressed clad in a tinkerbell outfit, complete with false eyelashes, fairy dust, a wand and a pair of fairy wings. Lookie:
I can't seem to feel un-loved on my birthday. my family will be in batangas, thus, my annual "birthday" dinner celebration will get postponed till sunday. i doubt that i will have money to be able to treat my friends out for some food, since i'm saving every inch of my payroll account to accomodate my estimated expenses come mid november. Everything is happening so fast, sometimes i'm scared that I'm slowly slipping away from the eyes of my friends. In the same way, i also fear being dependent to junn for emotional support at a turning point in my life.
*sigh*
i feel sad that i can't even go shopping to relieve my musings. hehe.
I can't seem to feel un-loved on my birthday. my family will be in batangas, thus, my annual "birthday" dinner celebration will get postponed till sunday. i doubt that i will have money to be able to treat my friends out for some food, since i'm saving every inch of my payroll account to accomodate my estimated expenses come mid november. Everything is happening so fast, sometimes i'm scared that I'm slowly slipping away from the eyes of my friends. In the same way, i also fear being dependent to junn for emotional support at a turning point in my life.
*sigh*
i feel sad that i can't even go shopping to relieve my musings. hehe.