Late night Rambling........
HIya LJ
Yeap its me and Yeap its 4:30AM. I slept for a while but not very well. Dad has his Pacemaker put in today. Though Im sure it will be ok, Im soo scared. I just dont want to lose him. Hes soo precious to me. OH I need to try not thinking so much about this, its makin me crazy.
I saw my crush tonight, WHOA, makes me feel good all over. LOL. Cant help it, just care for him soo much. I mean sure hes cute, and sure hes tall, and sure he has the sexiest voice Ive ever heard. But its way more then that. Hes kind, and loving, Trys to make everyone feel at ease. Hes strong, not in just a physical way, but he makes you feel safe. Hes funny, makes me laugh. Hes great with kids and kids love him. Older people are drawn to him and he doesnt avoid them, he embraces them. Those qualities are way more important then his outward appearance is, ya see the type of person you are inside so out ranks anything a person has to offer on the outside.
Anyways, enough with that subject too. LOL. Mozzy is sleepin beside me and she looks sooo peaceful. Arent animals just the best. Always there to support you and love you. True they want you to feed them LOL but its more then that. Its like they know exactly what you need, at the moment you need it.
Ok Im starting to ramble. Baby Bro, Dad tried to call you so he could talk to you before the procedure tomorrow but couldnt get ahold of ya. He said to tell you he loves you and that he hopes to talk toyou soon. I love you too Kenny, miss you like crazy. Keep remembering you when you were little and Id take you everywhere with me. And when they would say your son is sooo precious, Id act like you were mine and say thanks and smile. LOL. In some ways you were mine. Sometimes I still feel that way.Hugss love you sooomuch. CALL US.
Life has its ups and downs and at times you question whether its all worth it or not, but in the end it definitely is. Coz the good out ways the bad. When you feel down, just remember all the good stuff that has happened, and realize that life is a gift, a wonderful gift that we should respect, and share. And always remember to respect yourself, for if youdont, no one else will either.
HUGSSS to everyone
KEL
Yeap its me and Yeap its 4:30AM. I slept for a while but not very well. Dad has his Pacemaker put in today. Though Im sure it will be ok, Im soo scared. I just dont want to lose him. Hes soo precious to me. OH I need to try not thinking so much about this, its makin me crazy.
I saw my crush tonight, WHOA, makes me feel good all over. LOL. Cant help it, just care for him soo much. I mean sure hes cute, and sure hes tall, and sure he has the sexiest voice Ive ever heard. But its way more then that. Hes kind, and loving, Trys to make everyone feel at ease. Hes strong, not in just a physical way, but he makes you feel safe. Hes funny, makes me laugh. Hes great with kids and kids love him. Older people are drawn to him and he doesnt avoid them, he embraces them. Those qualities are way more important then his outward appearance is, ya see the type of person you are inside so out ranks anything a person has to offer on the outside.
Anyways, enough with that subject too. LOL. Mozzy is sleepin beside me and she looks sooo peaceful. Arent animals just the best. Always there to support you and love you. True they want you to feed them LOL but its more then that. Its like they know exactly what you need, at the moment you need it.
Ok Im starting to ramble. Baby Bro, Dad tried to call you so he could talk to you before the procedure tomorrow but couldnt get ahold of ya. He said to tell you he loves you and that he hopes to talk toyou soon. I love you too Kenny, miss you like crazy. Keep remembering you when you were little and Id take you everywhere with me. And when they would say your son is sooo precious, Id act like you were mine and say thanks and smile. LOL. In some ways you were mine. Sometimes I still feel that way.Hugss love you sooomuch. CALL US.
Life has its ups and downs and at times you question whether its all worth it or not, but in the end it definitely is. Coz the good out ways the bad. When you feel down, just remember all the good stuff that has happened, and realize that life is a gift, a wonderful gift that we should respect, and share. And always remember to respect yourself, for if youdont, no one else will either.
HUGSSS to everyone
KEL