LJ isnt working for me right now

[fudgas]

I thought writing how I felt would be a positive thing, but its not, at least not for now. I thought I could let go of somethings that have bothered me, in real life and on here, but I guess Im not as strong as I thought I was. Im sick of being talked to like IM nothing and and never getting even as much as a IM sorry for saying things that werent

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[fudgas]

Im sure that was very hard for you to tell me. And Ive known all along of your love for him. What you failed to understand was that I didnt want him, not in real life,or LJ life. I enjoy talking to him. There wasnt some kind of adgenda behind my talking to him, other then I liked talking to him ON HERE, period. I had and have no intention of meeting him, or anyone else on here or in life. I never saw you as a physcho, just a woman who was in love with a man and insecure about it. I also thought that you may have had your reasons that was none of my business.But I will smack back when Im being smacked, especially if I innocent of what Im being smacked for. I was and am love with my crush I have no openings for any other men in my life, Im very loyal and once Im smitten, as you, unless told other wise, I dont go looking for anyone else.
Im sorry that anyone, you encluded, has to be hurt by people, family friends, and lovers. I wish only the best for you. Thats always been my wish for you and Glenn for that matter.

Please take care of yourself, and I hope your able to leave this behind you in the near future.

KEL