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Hiya LJ
Nothing really going on with me. Havent seen my crush in a couple of weeks. I miss him alot. I spent the evening with his mom. Shes a sweetie. She showed me pictures of him when he was young and, be still my heart, sooo cute. And he has a hairy chest. OMGoodness. He just gets better and better. Though noone knows how I feel, well except anyone that reads this, but then they dont know him sooo IM safe. LOL. I get soo nervous I break out in hives on my arms and chest, not a pretty site ARGHH. I have to learn to breath. Its soo hard for me to just relax and breath. OK OK yes I breath or Id be dead, but hopefully you know what I mean. Why couldnt I have been born beautiful on the outside, inside Im pretty satisfied with who I am. BUT, geez oh well, cant have everything I guess.
Mozzy just looked out from under the comforter and was staring at me, and I said, honey its ok you can go back to sleep and I swear that dog understood what I said and went back under the comforter LOL. I really believe she understands most of what I say. Its scary sometimes.
I just had a Heath Klondike Bar. No its not on my diet but then sometimes the need for chocolate is way more intense then the need to be thin. LOL. And let me tell you it was very good. And I really dont feel guilty, well not until it shows up on my thighs LOL. Might as well just slap half on each side. LOL Ok this is hitting way to close to the truth lol I need to stop.
Well I guess I will go join Mozzy, take my pain drugs and hope for sleep. Which is where any normal person would be at almost 2am.
Hugss to you my baby bro, love ya like crazy and miss ya. Hi to Darcy and hugs to you and her. Kisses to you
Hugs to you Pain my friend, hope Leaha feels better soon
KEL
Nothing really going on with me. Havent seen my crush in a couple of weeks. I miss him alot. I spent the evening with his mom. Shes a sweetie. She showed me pictures of him when he was young and, be still my heart, sooo cute. And he has a hairy chest. OMGoodness. He just gets better and better. Though noone knows how I feel, well except anyone that reads this, but then they dont know him sooo IM safe. LOL. I get soo nervous I break out in hives on my arms and chest, not a pretty site ARGHH. I have to learn to breath. Its soo hard for me to just relax and breath. OK OK yes I breath or Id be dead, but hopefully you know what I mean. Why couldnt I have been born beautiful on the outside, inside Im pretty satisfied with who I am. BUT, geez oh well, cant have everything I guess.
Mozzy just looked out from under the comforter and was staring at me, and I said, honey its ok you can go back to sleep and I swear that dog understood what I said and went back under the comforter LOL. I really believe she understands most of what I say. Its scary sometimes.
I just had a Heath Klondike Bar. No its not on my diet but then sometimes the need for chocolate is way more intense then the need to be thin. LOL. And let me tell you it was very good. And I really dont feel guilty, well not until it shows up on my thighs LOL. Might as well just slap half on each side. LOL Ok this is hitting way to close to the truth lol I need to stop.
Well I guess I will go join Mozzy, take my pain drugs and hope for sleep. Which is where any normal person would be at almost 2am.
Hugss to you my baby bro, love ya like crazy and miss ya. Hi to Darcy and hugs to you and her. Kisses to you
Hugs to you Pain my friend, hope Leaha feels better soon
KEL