Random Thoughts = )
Hiya LJ
Today was a okay day, it was really rainy and dreary. But I love to hear the rain on my tin roof. OH and I just love to lay around on a rainy day, oh yea thats the best. We went looking for land, didnt find much, but we arent giving up. I cant wait to move, I just wish it was like yesterday. Talked to my friend Lisa today, shes sooo sweet, she has called me 4 of the last 5 days coz I havent been feeling too good. She checks up on me, which is sooo nice. Its great to have friends care that much about you. Makes ya all warm and fuzzy inside. Not in a weird way, just sometimes when you have been messed over with people that are supposedly your friends, and one comes along that is totally the opposite and cares, its just very special. Im fortunate to have a few of those. God has truely blessed me.
I havent heard from my niece or my sister in awhile, hopefully they are doing ok. I miss them sooooo much, would love to go see them and the babies. I cant believe Ive never seen or held Bryse, and its been like over a year and a half since Ive seen Natalie. Arghhhhhh. Anyone that knows me knows how much my family means to me. Its a sad day too, coz my mom would have been 64 today, I miss her sooo much. But I have the hope of seeing her again. What a wonderful day that will be.
Well I know I know, but still be good to yourself, be happy, love yourself, respect yourself. By doing that then and only then can you truely care about someone else. And remember respect is earned not just automatically given. And remember that no matter what anyone else says, you have to do whats best for you, which in turn doesnt mean walking on others. Just means, take time to think about what you want. And becareful how you go about getting it.
Hugss tight.
Love ya little bro and hugs to Darcy
Hugs to you too Pain
KEL
Today was a okay day, it was really rainy and dreary. But I love to hear the rain on my tin roof. OH and I just love to lay around on a rainy day, oh yea thats the best. We went looking for land, didnt find much, but we arent giving up. I cant wait to move, I just wish it was like yesterday. Talked to my friend Lisa today, shes sooo sweet, she has called me 4 of the last 5 days coz I havent been feeling too good. She checks up on me, which is sooo nice. Its great to have friends care that much about you. Makes ya all warm and fuzzy inside. Not in a weird way, just sometimes when you have been messed over with people that are supposedly your friends, and one comes along that is totally the opposite and cares, its just very special. Im fortunate to have a few of those. God has truely blessed me.
I havent heard from my niece or my sister in awhile, hopefully they are doing ok. I miss them sooooo much, would love to go see them and the babies. I cant believe Ive never seen or held Bryse, and its been like over a year and a half since Ive seen Natalie. Arghhhhhh. Anyone that knows me knows how much my family means to me. Its a sad day too, coz my mom would have been 64 today, I miss her sooo much. But I have the hope of seeing her again. What a wonderful day that will be.
Well I know I know, but still be good to yourself, be happy, love yourself, respect yourself. By doing that then and only then can you truely care about someone else. And remember respect is earned not just automatically given. And remember that no matter what anyone else says, you have to do whats best for you, which in turn doesnt mean walking on others. Just means, take time to think about what you want. And becareful how you go about getting it.
Hugss tight.
Love ya little bro and hugs to Darcy
Hugs to you too Pain
KEL