Apr 25, 2004 00:24
heyyyyyyyy!
i just got back from brian's! yes, brian's!! heh.
today was cool. and reallly good. i started my diet...so i should have abs real soon cause i lose weight really fast!
but good, good, news....DAVID..wants to meet with me to talk about my future!....ANNNND....i'm going to write children's book for him too. so i guess were going to talk about that too! heh. which is AWESOME. i'm soooo excited i can hardly stand it. heh.
guess what else.....i can get off my meds and stop going to sessions as often...which is GREAT!..ive made soo much improvement...no bad thoughts..NOTHING. not even negative thoughts..which is like GRAND...i mean i changed soo much i feel like the old me again. heh
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tonight i hung out with doug...then we went to brian's. you don't know how good it felt to be there again. it was like...i felt so much comfort just looking at him. having a friend back is like the greatest feeling in the world. and i know a lot of bad shit went down, but i can't dwell on mistakes and unhappiness. we had fun though. at least i did. cause i was sooo HYPER! i'm really glad brian, doug and i can start off right where we left off!
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i'm talking to brian now...trying to convince him to go to blink. heh. he said WE SHOULD! that's awesome..even if it's just me and him...it'll be GRAND..although i want dougie poo to go too! cause that'd be even better!...heh.
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ive been too happy for myself..even without a med for today. heh. yay! really really..wow-o. go me!
<3 sara-