hahahahahahahahahah
hmm...let's see...
dudee....today was a lot of fun at school. I LOVE IT! it's like everyone is just soo happy and stuff. and lunch was like the best. i hung out with dise for a little bit and then i went to the table...broooo!...stanley is CRAZYY....daniel made this nasty looking shit..it was like pudding,cream chesse,jello,milk,jucie..all mixed together...and they said to stanley like...we'll give you 5 bucks if you eat that. AND OF COURSE...ewwwwwww! he ate that shit. we were allllllll fucking laughing sooooo hard. you don't understand. it was insane! it was like fear factor and i was gagging just watching him. Daniel even had stanely open his mouth after to make sure it all went down. ewwie.
so then we all went off to find another mission for stanley. One of the them was to punch larry! for like 250 bucks! but he wouldn't do it. then the other one was the touch the wiesels boobs...but she didn't come by us in time for it to happy. bro, i hope we find something really good for stanley to do! it's sooo great!..although quite sick! lol.
TONY TOUCHED MY BOOBS! all he talked about today was my boobs. and errrr there NOT cool. i fucking was getting annoyed just a tad. but he stopped cause i told him to show me his penis! lol. go me! it works every time. SCORE.
Ethan from daniel's band has the BEST eyes. it's like..wow!..i'm in love with his eyes.
Tony invited me to the party at the everglades that he's planning. so i'll be there! heh. also andres and ceasar are planning to do something for me for my birthday. andres friend (ryan) is cute. i was like damn where did he pop out of. lol.
speaking of cute people, there's this kid brandon dude in my first hour..he smiles and i just melt. gee whiz. he's adorable. something about him..man...
sam, kyle and i are hanging out this weekend. hehe. i talked to them both last night. heh. i came up with the bestest IDEA! heheheheh. kyle wants to hang out. he mentions it every time we talk and he's called me to make plans and stuff. so this weekend looks good for all that! heh.
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chris and i have become really good friends. he is sooo great, i really am grateful to havea friend such as him. you know, he risked his friendship with tim to help me out. and i can't explain how much it means to me...all that he's done for me. i wrote him a note today just telling him...IF ONLY THERE WERE MORE GUYS LIKE HIM IN THIS WORLD. he's a real sweetheart.
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i'm getting my hair done this weekend. and getting it cut...DUN DUN DUN...lol. it's time though. even if it's a trim. it's all good. heh. i'm soo excited for FSPA, yet nervous at the same time. gee whiz.
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duddeeeee selvidge asked me why i need make up. he said that i look good without it! i was like dammn that's like the FIRST somewhat nice comment he's said to me. well actually no..cause it goes both ways...i bother him like CRRRRRAAAAAZZZY! lol. but he BOTHERS me right back. so whatever...lol! lol! he's a cool teacher. but that was nice of him to say!..really.
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damn. i know there was more i had to say...but my mind is drawing a blank...
LYRICS FOR TODAY.............
"you can't tell me you've never told a LIE"
"reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place"
"this could be love"
"life is short so go on and live it"
"you can't expect me to stay around forever"
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CLOSED BOOK
am i supposed to care when you walk away?
am i supposed to cry when you hand me my shit?
am i supposed to feel bad inside when i know you lied?
i don't care
i have not cried since i said good-bye
and i don't feel bad inside
it's my fault, but it was the best fault i could have made
i fucking wasted my time
i put all my trust in you
and now it's over
your actions speak louder than words
and i'm tired of your shit
i can't be the friend you wanted me to be
i held on too tight and i put up a fight for you
my purpose in life is no longer to live for you
i fucking wasted my time
i put all my trust in you
and you lied
your frown won't do anything
it was my fault but it was the best fault i could have ever made
friends aren't forever, you taught me that
so tell me
am i supposed to care when you walk away?
am i supposed to cry when you hand me my shit?
am i supposed to feel bad inside when i know you lied?
honey, actions speak louder than words
(yeah another lame poem. just for fun..like always..)
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PS:::IM ALSO LOOKING FOR COLLEGES IN NC...FOR SURE..BECAUSE I REALLY I WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE THERE. IT'S A BEAUTIFUL ATMOSPHERE. SO YEAH...