Dec 19, 2004 23:52
ahh.
i watched I Robot. a movie i didnt think would be good, but i liked it. it really held my attention, and that says a lot because everyone knows how long my attention span is. i just called james, to tell him goodnight. :/ he had kennan and the crew over. sluts included. i like how james always trys to make it seem like he "could" have cheated on me, but "didn't". like... "i've had four girls in here and i told of them you were my girl." oh! not just three of em'?! He is always so paranoid that i'm going to think something. he said "you know i'm not doing anything?" "yeah" "you promise" "no". i'm going to think it. i've heard him lie sooo many times. i can't even count them on my fingers( maybe fingers and toes). he did make my smile when sarah was going to the bathroom( through his room of course) and she asked who he was talking to and he said me. and she was like "is she a nice girl" and he said "oh yeah gorgeous and nice" blah blah blah. i just want to be there with him. we do have to have a little talk though...i'm concerned about his liver :P i really am. i care about him way too much to see him killing himself like he does. yeah he has a high tolerance, but he doesnt have a super human liver. just because he can drink thirteen beers and still be okay to drive. like he realized like a week or so ago. he was just drinking to drink, just because it was there. the same thing happened to me before i quit drinking( so much...) he said that when he woke up in the morning after not drinking he didnt feel still tired, and his body didnt ache. i wish he would just smoke blunts with me all day long. that would be super. maybe a little drinking in between. thats what really fucks you up.... believe me... i was fucked up in shalimar , and i really only smoked like 3 blunts and had one cup of bicardi limon. any who....
i'm gonna go watch another movie... <- bored to death. <3 jamie