What the hell is wrong with me?
Lately I've been WAY too emotional. Like just not me. I cry over EVERYTHING. It's weird because I'm not depressed or even really sad. I like where my life is right now... I feel like I'm heading in the right direction and doing something with myself. (EDIT - I just made a sad make you wanna cry playlist like it's normal for me to do that. Someone punch me.)
I've been hanging out with Jordan a decent amount lately and I really like it. Her friendship means a lot to me... well she just means a lot to me. I kinda feel like I wasted last semester by not talking to her. In case someone is reading this and getting confused... basically I decided to fall off the planet for 2 - 3 months. I mostly stopped talking to Jordan because I didn't want to listen to her tell me how disappointed she was in me. Her opinion matters a lot so hearing her say she was disappointed in me would have been a huge downer... so I just avoided it and her altogether. Not really a smooth move. So now it's decided that she's moving to Milwaukee this summer... and I'm definitely glad that she's happy and all... I'm just gonna miss her.
Bottom line is... I love my friends. ALL OF YOU FUCKERS. And I don't think any of you realize that I even give two shits. I know that's my fault because I'm not real affectionate and I don't really go around spilling my heart to everyone. That's just not my style. I have to keep SOMEONE thinking I'm bad ass... gawd.
My best friends are moving this summer and I feel like I need to spend as much time with them as possible while letting them know how much they really mean to me. END OF STORY. Maybe that's why I've been so sappy and gross lately. Who knows.
Anyway... I've decided that I'm going to stay at UW-Marinette for one more semester. If all goes well I will be back at MSU for the spring semester. Steve... that means get excited. We will be having blasts and babies EVERYWHERE.
I've been hanging out with Jordan a decent amount lately and I really like it. Her friendship means a lot to me... well she just means a lot to me. I kinda feel like I wasted last semester by not talking to her. In case someone is reading this and getting confused... basically I decided to fall off the planet for 2 - 3 months. I mostly stopped talking to Jordan because I didn't want to listen to her tell me how disappointed she was in me. Her opinion matters a lot so hearing her say she was disappointed in me would have been a huge downer... so I just avoided it and her altogether. Not really a smooth move. So now it's decided that she's moving to Milwaukee this summer... and I'm definitely glad that she's happy and all... I'm just gonna miss her.
Bottom line is... I love my friends. ALL OF YOU FUCKERS. And I don't think any of you realize that I even give two shits. I know that's my fault because I'm not real affectionate and I don't really go around spilling my heart to everyone. That's just not my style. I have to keep SOMEONE thinking I'm bad ass... gawd.
My best friends are moving this summer and I feel like I need to spend as much time with them as possible while letting them know how much they really mean to me. END OF STORY. Maybe that's why I've been so sappy and gross lately. Who knows.
Anyway... I've decided that I'm going to stay at UW-Marinette for one more semester. If all goes well I will be back at MSU for the spring semester. Steve... that means get excited. We will be having blasts and babies EVERYWHERE.