Baby, you're my bad habit.

Jan 22, 2007 02:26

Classes start again tomorrow... well today. I'm looking forward to it only because I'm sick of doing nothing. I know that sounds stupid but watching movies all day gets old after a month. There's almost no doubt in my mind that I'm going to regret saying that in about one month but that's ok. I think I'd rather be too busy than not busy enough. Doing nothing leaves me with time to think about things and that never leads to anything good.

Sarah and I have been together for a little over a month. I'm not sure that many people know I'm even in a relationship. That'll happen when you're in a long distance relationship with someone that most of your friends don't know. It feels weird saying that it's been just over a month. It feels like so much more than that. Maybe because our label of "friends" was never exactly accurate... at least in my opinion it was a misnomer.

Our relationship scares me... it's one of the only things that's made me think about the future and I don't like doing that. I just want everything to turn out right. I've been thinking a lot about next year. And I've come up with some ideas... I just don't know if they're good ones... or realistic. We'll see I guess.

I'm not sure why I wrote any of this. Too much thinking going on lately. Anyway... I'm waking up in 4 hours so I should probably hit the sheets.
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