My journal is going to be serious posts from now on...
And if you care. You will read and comment.
So this weekend has woken me up to reality in alot of ways. I dont think Ive ever been this scared in my life. Ive tried to just let it pass and forget it but it seriously has scared me. I dont think Ive ever been so scared of death before. I know alot of you have no idea what Im talking about and some may. But I wont go into details on EXACTLY what happened just yet. But if I would have died. How important would it have really been? To me life is the best thing God has ever given me. And you cant get it back once it's gone. After I get over this and I start getting better Im taking care of myself and changing some of my so called "friends". Isnt it funny how people say they care and then they just sit there and watch you die day after day and dont do shit about it? Crazy how the world is. Thats not friendship and I'm coming to realizations on this. You should all think twice on who your real friends are from now on. I just thank God Im ok this far.
So this weekend has woken me up to reality in alot of ways. I dont think Ive ever been this scared in my life. Ive tried to just let it pass and forget it but it seriously has scared me. I dont think Ive ever been so scared of death before. I know alot of you have no idea what Im talking about and some may. But I wont go into details on EXACTLY what happened just yet. But if I would have died. How important would it have really been? To me life is the best thing God has ever given me. And you cant get it back once it's gone. After I get over this and I start getting better Im taking care of myself and changing some of my so called "friends". Isnt it funny how people say they care and then they just sit there and watch you die day after day and dont do shit about it? Crazy how the world is. Thats not friendship and I'm coming to realizations on this. You should all think twice on who your real friends are from now on. I just thank God Im ok this far.