somethings aren't meant to be
i hate the feeling that efforts and whats to come rests on somone elses shoulders. it makes me not want to give a shit about anything and strive for anything b/c in the end what would it be worth. i wish people could see that what is in front of us is worth all the sacrfice in the world if we strive our most to make soemthing of it. i dont know.