nyc not for me (this time around)

Oct 30, 2004 14:06

so the turning point was felt long before arriving here. what should and could of been was defiantly lost. and this whole situation has left me feeling nothing short then complete shit. chalk this one up on the board of failure. all i'd like to do now is play my guitar. plane leaves mon at 3 and i can't wait. there is this black cloud thats been hanging over me since before i came here and it seriously has made me build a wall around myself. i couldnt even be myself. you really cant try to make the best of a bad situation when there is no silver lineing. anyways.

i have done nothing but spend money on records and alot of food. time to go do it again. i bought a live youth of today record and the store even had the FSB record hahaha. claim to fame i guess. i saw dave chapelle. mucully culkins bro. and rick ta life. the girls here are beautful as steve pointed out. but i realized dont like the people here. this place would be awesome if daytona was in nyc. but thats not th case. i hung out with an old freind here. id say this is anaother expeicre of crazyness besides having a loaded gun i my precence. i guess cocaine is like ciggerettes here. me girl a and girl b in a pizza parlor bathroom while there doing blow and her telling me how thigns are were defiantly unexpected. thank you straight edge. anyways im over it all. ill be sure to not make a trip like this again.

p.s my uncle gave me his clash record collection and a flipper record and a gang of four record. he rules
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