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Lately I just feel really reeeally left out.
And it sucks.
I hate this time of year, because I just want to be like every other normal family on this fucking Earth. I want to be with my family. Being a part of another person's family isn't easy - especially durring the holidays when you really just feel like you don't fit in. When everyone tells stories about past years (that you obviously weren't around for..) and laughs. When Thanksgiving is a time to say thanks for people like your parents. YOUR parents. Mine, however, aren't around.
It's just fucking hard, and every passing year only seems to get worse. Ashley off to college, living with Manda, Bud and Jenna further away then they ever have been..
It's fucking hard.
God damn.
And it sucks.
I hate this time of year, because I just want to be like every other normal family on this fucking Earth. I want to be with my family. Being a part of another person's family isn't easy - especially durring the holidays when you really just feel like you don't fit in. When everyone tells stories about past years (that you obviously weren't around for..) and laughs. When Thanksgiving is a time to say thanks for people like your parents. YOUR parents. Mine, however, aren't around.
It's just fucking hard, and every passing year only seems to get worse. Ashley off to college, living with Manda, Bud and Jenna further away then they ever have been..
It's fucking hard.
God damn.