Jan 20, 2005 14:41
'The knock would come at the door; I'd open, with relief, desire. He was so momentary, so condensed. And yet there seemed no end to him. We would lie in those afternoon beds, afterwards, hands on each other, talking it over. Possible, impossible. What could be done? We thought we had such problems. How were we to know we were happy?'
pictures from julie's house later.
i'm in such a lovey mood right now, i'm bubbling over with it. & honestly i think it's because for once in my life i feel good about myself. it hasn't been long since i did, but since i quit drinking i want to hug & kiss everyone. & i'm smiling so much more now... on my own.
i wish i had someone to hug right now,
a certain boy. :)
come home soon,k?