Well life has been ok

[fuckxreality]

well i have finally become a happy person. well i mean i have been for a while but i understand a few more things. i am not that mad or sad all the time. i am starting to like where i live. i have more things to do i am less bored. i am comfortable with myself, as in i don't have to smoke or don't anything i don't wanna to think that i am cool. i am glad that i have the friends that i have... weather they are cool or not; i love them all. and most of all i am really happy that amber is my friend bc without her i know that i would be doing some sorta drug bc i would think that i needed to do it to have friends or be cool. she excepted me for who i am. a loser. lol. and now i kinda know who and what i am, kinda. personaly i think that everyone needs that best best friend who can be there bc if they don't then they do stupid stuff like drugs and sex when they are 14 to think that they are cool and you get totally fucked up bc of it. but if you have someone there to make sure you are ok or don't do that then you know they are what you are looking for in a friend.

I LOVE YOU TO SARAH..... ALOT. :)