Shits getting fucked up now
ok so yeah i finally did i'm fucking out of sherry's place. i got fed up of her shit. always wanting me to get her pills or weed. i'm on fucking probation and all she wants to do is get fucking high. i can't fuck with that shit anymore. i don't know what her deal is. and the way she whines and complains about detoxing. she couldn't give a fuck when it was me why should i care now that it's her? i'm done careing about her. though speaking of careing about people i wonder how andrea is doing. i talked with her for like a second yesterday, all she said was she's at the hospital cause of her gramps surgery. i hope everything went ok with that. but unways....it's really weird not having her around. like she's the only person that gets me sane. especially now that i'm not doing any drugs anymore. i never realized how much i rellied on the almighty tree to keep me calm. or the blues....man i miss the blues though. but no blues are bad so i won't do those anymore. ever....well maybe not ever....i'll just take it one day at a time. i fucking hate being on probation, speaking of which i shoulda gone to jail today but i didn't YAY. uhm i think i'm gonna have to fucking shoot my homeboy. fucking kid dicked me for $140 and been blowing me off for 3 weeks and every other day it's i'll have your money tonight, i'll have it in a hour, it's gonna be tomorow, and now he's talking bout i might be able to get 5 blues for you to sell. and i'm getting ready to get my other boys piece...this is fucking rediculios..and i'm pissed..really pissed...ok well i'm out...later