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[fuckupreality]

caught up in this obvious silence
leading me slowly to deaths outstreched arms
waking, haunting, her softest of charms
unveiled, slowly, it's stuck in my head again
walking, fleeing, no safety will i find
and once again i'm caught up in this
no place to call my own
these memories, visions, haunting me everyday
i just want them to....

I can not take this
for one second more
echo's, screaming
your words in my head again
crying, dieing
your ghost in my arms

and should it, could it
be just this obvious
i can not remember the void
so place me gently
into the fold
now kill me
break me
drag me into nothingness
if it will
release me, from your arms
i can not break this
silence, emptyness
void inside my heart

i can not
be blamed
for all
your faults
i will not
do this
one second more