Apr 07, 2009 21:40
ive neglected this journal somewhat.. perhaps it is the unwillfull, uncaring attitude that seems to personify my personality of late. maybe its the streams of words i have to write night on night, without ever feeling satisfied, or like ive done something worthwhile. maybe its not.
ive written some work, although im not at the limit yet, im almost there, and i think that when all is said and done i might have written a thesis that i shall look back on a few years to come, and feel proud about. (hopefully) LOL. i am loving my recent brainstorm that i had, about a certain aspect of my writing and how to make it truly shine if you will. now it looks be-yoot-iful. yes im a bit drunk. (i gave up alc with ricks for about 2 months [yes you heard correctly. he was on antibiotics and i couldnt be arsed being the only drunk so shuddup ja?! ;P]) so currently getting back into the swing of things. lol. and having a rare break from sobriety and arse numbing boring shit in my dissertation. although, i wish i hadnt spent so much time tossing off about my degree,when i lost faith in it. i am actually rekindling my interest, since looking into bog bodies in relation to my work,and also seeing that prog on tv about cleopatra that was interesting. its all good.
i cant say much.
im into ffxi a lot right now. currently 40DNC/34WHM/25DRG/21RDM/14WAR/13BLM/5THF/3BST lol. knocked it on the head for some quality work for course but will be resuming soon with massive haste. lol.
wrestlemania 25 wasfucking epic. watch it if ur kinda into wwe (even if ur not manic like me, its sure to amuse) UNDERTAKER RULES OK?
LOL.
not much else to say. ricks is taking me to barcelona for our one year anniversary (i know like can u believe its that long already?!). we're away for a week staying in a 4* hotel. should be fun. :D cant wait really. so romantic. :D gtg and sleep. lol. later.