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i was sitting here at my puter desk sick as fuck and i realized that i hadnt gone on here FOREVER!!!
i have to get something off my chest and i know that Connor will never see this so here it goes...
I loved him, i loved him so much and i regret every day having that "talk" with him. when we deceided that we should break up when he went off to college. i wish i still had him, i wouldnt care if it was a long distance relationship but just to hear his voice every day on the phone, and know that when he comes to visit i would be the first one he would come and see. but what hurts me the most is that he stopped caring about me the second he left. and when he came back for that short time he promissed to come and see me but he doesnt even call. i guess in this entry i am completely letting go of him.
I love you Connor and always will, I will always care about you in a way i could never explain. but...goodbye, goodbye Connor. i wish you the best.
Peace
n
Love,
-Clancy
i have to get something off my chest and i know that Connor will never see this so here it goes...
I loved him, i loved him so much and i regret every day having that "talk" with him. when we deceided that we should break up when he went off to college. i wish i still had him, i wouldnt care if it was a long distance relationship but just to hear his voice every day on the phone, and know that when he comes to visit i would be the first one he would come and see. but what hurts me the most is that he stopped caring about me the second he left. and when he came back for that short time he promissed to come and see me but he doesnt even call. i guess in this entry i am completely letting go of him.
I love you Connor and always will, I will always care about you in a way i could never explain. but...goodbye, goodbye Connor. i wish you the best.
Peace
n
Love,
-Clancy