Oct 23, 2005 10:33
why is it that when ever something is going just right, perfect. something, anything has to come on in a fuck not just this up but the rest of your current life up? Or maybe thats just not blame enough maybe I have once again done something so idiotic that I am simplily UNBAREABLE. I mean come on lets all take off our shoes (well y'all might want to actully leave your on for a quick get a way) and be for once flat out serious. No more holdig anything in "to protect" someone or lieing to save our own assess. What is it about me that is just so hot and cold, why is it that ALL OF YOU say thing that you don't mean, do thing's behind my back, and just all around play dirty! Worst of all there is one person I thought would never be a part of this bullshit so i just let it all fly, but nope now he's gone too. Its as if each and everyone of you knew that i cared and you were out to destroy that, every little last bit. well i must hand it to all of you, you know who you are, you have done a magnifigant job. You win, I lose I seem to be the only one who can actully say it but hey, that's fucking dandy with me. I hope all of you know what you have done and have to deal with the thought of all of the pain that you have caused in many others lives.....what goes around comes around. Sweet dreams assholes