Jun 28, 2004 20:40
Today sucked.
The first thing I hear when I get to the Spot, someone pulls me aside and asked me if its true that me and _________ slept together. Said person swears up and down that two other people say that it happened, two people who were there. I would fucking know if I slept with someone and I didnt. And even if I did, its no ones fucking place to run their mouths about it. What happened happened between me and that person and has been long since worked out. Now that shits being brought up again and people are running their mouths, its quite possible that the freindship between me and this person could be fucked with. I really dont fucking appriciate that. So if you want to run your mouth, run it about someone else and dont spread malicious lies that you know nothing about it.
So after hearing all this shit I dont want to be at the spot, Steve and Laura are driving up to the res. I get in the car with Pheobe, Stevo, Will and Scout and the brakes give out completely and we slam full speed into two wooden poles at the reservior. Stevo and Pheobe end up on the floor on top of scout, I slam my head into the sliding door and get thrown into Lauras seat and Will gets thrown completely into me. My back and neck are in a lot of pain, my head finally stopped spinning and my neck is in spasms. The car is beyond fucked up. We're very lucky we're not in worse condition. I went to the hospital and made it as far as the emergency room sign and freaked out. I hate emergency rooms. I'll go see my doctor but I'm not going ot an emergency room. I thin kI'm fine, I'm just in a lot of pain and if I move to quickly shit starts spinning again. We're really very fucking lucky the brakes didnt give out sooner while we were driving on the busy dulaney valley road or we really could be hurt alot worse than we are.
Oh and big thanks to Mary K who we called and asked if she could help us out and come pick us up after explaining what happened and she decided she just didnt want to, even though we ereally need a ride so shed just tell everyone that me and Pheobe were really fucked up and needed help. So instead of just saying "no I dont feel like helping you guys out with a ride I'm giopgn to sit here and run my mouth" she decided to scare the shit out of everyone.
Thank you Dave Hicks for coming to pick us up, you are wonderful.
I FUCKING HATE CARS
This is why I ride my bike everywhere. Fuck cars. I would have riden home from the Spot but I was still real dizzy so I got a ride and threw the bike in the van. Bewsides feeling like shit and needing to rest people start talking shit again about who I have and have not slept with and I dont feel like dealing with the high school bullshit.
I cant wait to leave this town again. I cant fucking wait until Matt gets here this weekend. Fuck everyone I need drugs, my whole body hurts.
And I really cant bleieve you just left like this. You just proved everything I ever called you on right.