Feb 04, 2005 01:13
ok. look. yeah. i broke down. i called lisa. she didn't answer. even though she was fucking online. ok. maybe i am littl drunk. that doesnt matter. what does matter is that i haven't alked to her in almost 2 mothes and i called to settle things. just to make things ok between us. i had the consult of a sober and even minded jacob. he told me i shoulod at least try big mistake. i even di the ole IM her and tell her to get the phone. that didn't work to well. she idn't respond. what ever. whay the fuck yto i caer anyways? she is waht she is. i can't change that. i can try to be friends with her. or at least make things ok again. but she doesn't want to. fine. what ever. i can get on just fine. wha'ts another burned bridge? yeah. ok. i tried. and i am drunk. so maybe i should go to bed. i don't need to be diserseceted by bher any more. bed. look at the new icon. peter doherty, or as i like to call him, the most brilliant man we will ever hear. he is going to overdose on drugs though. he is hooked on herion and crack. but the libertines are the greatest band we mighte ver here. god. that is a sad story.
i miss you all so very much, it makes me sick. i get antsy sometimes. you all need to learn how to anser you phones. or are you jsut aoividing talknig to me? thatm ighteb e it. shit.
that is all for now. more later.
Somewhere There's a Smile With My Name On It.