Baby, Join me in Death <3
Well, I wasnt gunna write about anything in my journal. But I figured I would, seeing I have nothing better to do. So I heard some rumors, and I wanted to clear them up..They didnt really bother me all that much, but I just wanted to get them out of the way. Apparently, the whole thing blew up, and Chris dumped me. No Chris, Your not an Asshole, you were confused. And I knew you were for the past couple days. I thought that I loved You..Maby it was just the old Chris that I loved. The back in the day Chris, the blue shirt, and orange pant's chris, the chris that was oh so punk rock w/ his red hair, and that would do anything in the world for me..the Chris that I loved. Well, Im not saying that I didnt Love You, or that your shit now or anything...because ur not..but I dunno. I have a feeling that your gunna regret what You did, but that's not my place to speak. You did what You thought was right, and I kinda agree w/ what happend..I have my reasons to belive that it was all a mistake from the begining, and everything ended the way it should have. and me and you are no more..there's never gunna be anymore of me and you, because you and I can both see that the sparks we use to have are gone..and I would have done anything in the world for you. But I guess it's true..You always want the One You cant Have..Because when I couldnt have you, I wanted you more than anything in the world. But you wouldnt give me the time of day. And you can argue w/ me as much as you want too, but you know we'll never get anywhere because you stick 2 what you think, and what you think, you think..and you know it's right. there's no changing your mind. You've always been that way, that's 1 thing that hasnt changed. It doesnt make you a horrible person or anything, so dont think that's what im getting at because it's not. But thanks for the whole 2 weeks and 1 day that we were together. It was great. Minus the last 2 days..but hay..i will forget about them. And I guess that's all I have to say because whatever I say doesnt really madder because everything's over and im moving on..
No school tommorow fo sho! haha..I gotta go 2 the hospital and get some test's. Im so excited :0)..haha nah jk..im really not but yuh..this weekend's gunna be off the fucking hook for real, no joke..haha..but yeah, alea..have a good day 2marrow, and dont get into too much trouble! haha..And Jordan, Call me 2nite we need 2 talk fo sheezie..
You think You know*But you have No Idea...
No school tommorow fo sho! haha..I gotta go 2 the hospital and get some test's. Im so excited :0)..haha nah jk..im really not but yuh..this weekend's gunna be off the fucking hook for real, no joke..haha..but yeah, alea..have a good day 2marrow, and dont get into too much trouble! haha..And Jordan, Call me 2nite we need 2 talk fo sheezie..
You think You know*But you have No Idea...