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why is it that the friends you think you have end up fucking you? Sorry that I fell for someone unexpectedly. It wasn't planned nor expected. I can't help it, neither can she. We aren't just fucking,we aren't just fuck buddies, we have more than just than than just the physical aspect to what we are and we we are as a pair. We like(sometimes could be changed to other 4 letter words) each other a lot we can't help it. Enough about us I'll tell you about me. I feel lonely without her, almost not complete, I like it better when I'm around her. Her mom & now( I think) her dad like me more. I like the fact that her parents like me, according to her i'm the "first". I like that. I like being around her family they are kinda crazy, stupid, fun that I like. Her mom liked me till I told her I didn't know who John Steinbeck was, or that I like the VIkings. But I was told I can be turned. I think It's cute. Apparently her mom nor dad has everliked anyone Lexie has brought home...............EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So now she freaks out cuz they like me!!! I can't help but Like her more & more everyday. I feel alone without her. I want her here, with my every move. That might be crazy or psycho but what can i say I "L---" the girl. So sorry to anyone who can't comprehend.