holes in your lifevest

[fuckshitupxxx]

losing your body,
i have been chasing your fist for years
wishing on lips, starving health, drowning in sour milk
melted limbs
carrying your own legs home to me
it's a stranger's spit holding everything together
black is coming to cure color
you'll soon know nothing
stories of your first life:






alive and well
under five blankets, i can't see where you're going
"i killed a thief fat with my blood"
the vice hanging out of your stomach
half killed half born
undecorated.
offer to get scorned
the crown of hell, angel ate her own bell
feeling better?
can't tell
sleep is a molested memory.

and you can never hurt me, but it is true, now this is our love.
you were never a bottom feeder, so now you can never be a ghost.