oddities
well i didn't sleep last night for anymore than an hour and a half, for two reasons...one is that i said something and worded it wrong and didn't think about it and the person i said it to took it wrong and i was trying to think of how to actually explain it...um well i tried my best and i hope she accepts my apology for making her worry...the second was i read seventy five pages of candide and it made my thoughts go hay-wire and i sat in bed and thought for hours about the theme of the book and whether or not it was true yeah i started reading at about two and went to sleep at 8 i got in my room at 9 at night and listened to here without you like 400 times while i thought about what i said and i dunno my thought were everywhere last night and it was worse than insomnia...i also i guess thought alot about my uncle and what's going on right now...i dunno i have never thought that much about three different things ever in my life i thought more last night than i did in geometry all year...i'm trying to get across the point that amanda knowledge my house and my father are the most important things in my life...sleep to but i shouldn't waste time wanting what isn't up to me whether i get it...