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[fuckock_yeah]

choir tour is coming way too soon
we have a concert on sunday
i only have about 5 of our 20 billion songs memorized
but i am in the third row
which means i am pretty much hidden
so if i mess up people should notice less
right?

i wish i liked talking on the phone
because i really wanna talk to niellie and jessie and whatnot
but it is hard to make myself
because phones are so...blah
jessie and i have been playing the crappiest game of phone tag ever
for about 3 weeks now
it is absurd

i feel like i am not hanging out with people here as much as i used to
not because i care less or they care less
but because nobody has the time
it makes me sad

because i have been so wrapped up in my own stressedoutnessocity
i have been an absolutely horrid listener lately
(especially to Kelly M and Bri)
i know i take control of conversations a lot
but it is insane how much i have been doing that lately
sorry to all

consumer's energy came by tonight
because apparantly someone called them telling them we had a power line down
i feel bad because i am sure they were incredibly busy tonight
and they had to waste their time coming here
when there was nothing to fix here

wow
what an insanely random entry
bedtime