ugh
hmm.winter break is horrible. and i cant believe i have another whole week without my freinds! i worked so much this week it was gross. but at least it kept me busy so i didnt sit in my room talking to shaun about how we miss the boyz. and i'll be getting some money. tomorrows christmas. it doesnt feel like it AT ALL and im not even excited.lame. shauns going to the show in LA and i really wish i could go. its weird how much i miss YOU GUYS(zach,ben,jon,jay)even tho its not even been that long. i just read jays live jorunal entry and it made me so sad but im really happy you guys are havign fun. i wish i could be there. new years is gonna be boring. cuz it would be funner if i was with zach.haha. but anyway.im getting my hair done next week. not like its making me feel any better. haha. well cool im gonna go hang out with MY FAMILY since its xmas eve.